"I promise to make you happy" thats what he said, it's been ringing over and over in my head and now, happiness is so far, so far away from my reach. i'm choking on tears thinking how did i let it get this bad but then i console myself saying, if he loved as much as he claimed, our relationship would have weathered the storm. i'm struggling, trying to be brave, trying to keep a strong spirit, but its hard... How do i deal with this? how?All of this is just random thoughts going through my head, i cannot seem to think about just one thing, its like mind is in riot mode, i am kept awake by endless chatter with my inner self about the
could haves, would haves and should haves... but i trust that in due time, all will be well.
